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Location: Russia
Birthday: 1/8/1986
Gender: Female


Interests: AVENGED SEVENFOLD, Jimmy, Music, Deena, Guitar, Skatboarding, pyro, Metal, Drums... i dunno...
Expertise: Skating, Guitar.... music!
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Tuesday, September 28, 2004

we are sitting on the ground and we whisper!!!!!!! tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone. lol... the starting line! lol... welp i love yall! peaace nigga!!!!!!!

                  love you all, nessa


Wednesday, September 01, 2004

never better i can see everything so clear i once thought things where fuzzy but i know now that its me its nothing but yourslef that holds u back

i asked mike what was wrong... and he said that.... i was like wtf is that and he said this....\

if u cant understand what i am saying then i cant tell you you have to understand yourself

i was like god damnit mike... then he said

hatrid is anger tthat comes upon yourself its what you see threw your eyes and what u think of oyur self

then i was like hmmm... i seriosuly dont understand that... i guess this is another fucking episode... im ot sure.... but i wish i could understand it... b/c i really wanna know... but i cant... and i cant help that i cant understand it.. shyt happen in our lives that you cant help.. and it sucks b/c this sounds really kewl... and i think he was leaning it towardds me or sutmhing.... i hope not.. b/c it sounds bad... and ugh! i dunno.. im leaving..


Friday, August 13, 2004

        

        

fuck... i dunno what the fuck to say! but uh yea. welp nick and zack are staying ova tonite! yay! we got about a nick of flame... thats awesome.. its laced with crack! yay crack filly! no... lol... nigger talk. well anyways... gotz ta run away... b/c lifes shitty.. lol.. welp dunno what medicine i take for my bipolar yet... hopefully sum good shyt!!!!!!!

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Tuesday, August 10, 2004

        

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shyt happens.... heres my survey shyt...

What is your name?: Vanessa
Are you named after anyone?: nope
What's your screename?: XtraptXgurlX, rokstarstoner420, haha and I get on muh best friends sn all the time… wepoted420
Would you name a child of yours after you?: HELLZ NO NIGGA
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Josh

If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: umm I dunno… prolly no one.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: yea all the time
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: yea


Basics
Your gender:: Female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight az a straight line
Single?: hellz no
Birthdate:: March 30th
Your age:: 17
Age you act:: 13
Age you wish you were:: 21
Your height:: 5'6
Eye color:: blue
Happy with it?: yessumz
Hair color:: blond
Happy with it?: no.. I fooked it up!
Lefty/righty/ambidexterous: right

Your living arrangement:: hizouse
Have any pets?: yea
Whats your job?: theatre
Piercings? 7
Tattoos?: a little black star
Obsessions?: A7X!!!!!! umm yea
Addictions?: haha marijuana… and meth..
Do you speak another language?: little bit of Russian
Have a favorite quote?: “Hold on if you feel like letting go, Hold on it gets better than you know”
Do you have a webpage?: yea…
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it: life sucks… get over it
Do you live in the moment?: yea all the time
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: most of the time… well maybe not all the time
Do you have any secrets?: nope… haha no j/k… doesn’t everyone have secrets?
Do you hate yourself?: haha sumtimes… “ I hate the way I hate myself”
Do you like your handwriting?: no
Do you have any bad habits?: yea… alots I guess
What is the compliment you get from most people?: my peircings I guess
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:drug addict
Can you sing?: well not really… but I can scream!
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no.. I mean theres no point in doing it…
Are you a loner?: yea
What are your #1 priorities in life?: live life while I still can
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: haha I dunno… maybe…
Are you a daredevil?: haha actually yea
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: hate??? Yea a lot of things.. fear??? Not really
Are you passive or agressive?: both
Do you have a journal?: yea
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Usually.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: oh yea
Do you think life has been good so far?: not really.. in sum things yes, but in most things… I’d have to say nope.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: don’t skip school… it gets you nowhere you wanna go in life.
What do you like the most about your body?: well I would like my body, if I was skinny… cuz I have a hour glass figure… but hmm I guess right now it would be… my eyes
And least?: my ass
Do you think you are good looking?: yea, sometimes…
Are you confident?: well I try to be
Are you perceived wrongly?: usually


Do You...
Smoke?: yea
Do drugs?: yea
Read the newspaper?: the Austin chronicle
Go to church?: hell no
Talk to strangers who IM you?: yeah usually, it doesnt happen often.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yep.
Take walks in the rain?: yea!
Talk to people even though you hate them?: yes sometimes
Drive?: yes
Like to drive fast? of course


Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: sometimes
Hurt yourself?: yea
Been out of the country?: yea
Been in love?: nope…
Done drugs?: yes
Gone skinny dipping?: no
Had a medical emergency?: yea
Had surgery?: no
Ran away from home?: yea
Played strip poker?: yea
Gotten beaten up?: never
Beaten someone up?: yea… haha ooops
Been picked on?: yea.. everyone gets picked on!
Been on stage?: all the time
Slept outdoors?: yea :) i love it
Thought about suicide?: yes
Pulled an all nighter?: yea most of the time
If yes, what is your record?: 8 straight days
Gone one day without food?: yea
Talked on the phone all night?: yea…
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yea all the time.. JIMMY!!!!
Slept all day?: yea
Killed someone?: nope…. In my sleep though… hehe
Made out with a stranger?: OMG. Yea… they aren’t really strangers if they are rockstars! Lol.. oops
Had sex with a stranger?: no
Thought you're going crazy?: haha Im always thinking that
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: maybe :)
Had a dream that came true?: haha I wish
Broken the law?: oh yea… all the time.. just got back from jail yesteday..
Met a famous person?: yes! Omg… hehe ROCKSTARS
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: WHOA! NO COMMENT
Been on radio/tv?: yessumz
Had a nervous breakdown?: yes
Bungee jumped?: no
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes

Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: yes.
Miracles?: a little.
Astrology?: how can you not believe in astrology? I'm not going to deny stars, asteroids, and comets exist.
Magic?: no.
God?: umm sumwhat…
Satan?: yea
Santa?: when i was little
Ghosts?: haha whoa.. yea
Luck?: eh
Love at first sight?: can't really believe it unless it happens to you
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yes
Witches?: prolly out there, well at least the ones that think they are
Easter bunny?: no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes, you'd have to be really strong for that
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no
Do you wish on stars?: yea =/

Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: not gonna deny that I don’t, but I really don’t know what to believe
Do you think God has a gender?: maybe he does.. but really wouldn’t believe that shit
Do you believe in organized religion?: no
Where do you think we go when we die?: I really dunno… hmm maybe we just stay in our grave forever.

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yea
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Johnny pollard
Thing you're picked on most about?: my ass
Newest?: umm I dunno
Shyest?: hell no.. I never get shy
Sweetest?: HA i have sweet friends?!
Closest?: john and carol-ann
Weirdest?: Mistyn
Smartest?: Michael
Last person you talked to online?: cj
Who do you talk to most online?: john
Who are you on the phone with most?: John, or mistyn
Who do you trust most?: John, and carol-ann
Who listens to your problems?: john, carol-ann
Who do you fight most with?: Jessica.. even though  we really good freinds
Who's the nicest?: jimmy
Who's the most outgoing?: Daniel

Who's the best singer?: carol-ann
Who's on your shit-list?: haha A LOT of people
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: yea
Who's your second family?: mistyns
Do you always feel understood?: not really, sometimes though
Do you trust others easily?: yea unfortantley
Who's house were you last at?: mistyns

Do your friends know you?: yea.. sum of em
Friend that lives farthest away: Amber

Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: sumwhat
Turn-on?: piercings!!!!
Turn-off?: bad hair
First kiss?: hmmmmmmmmmm
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: well I dunno… really weird
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: knowing them first…
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: doesnt matter to me
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: all the time
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: maybe 
What is best about the opposite sex?: so hard to say.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: how obsessed with boobs they are
What's the last present someone gave you?: A cd
Do you consider your significant other hot?: yea

Who Was the Last Person...
You wanted to kill?: Deena
That you laughed at: John
That laughed at you?: John
That turned you on?: Jimmy I guess
You went shopping with?: carol-ann
That broke your heart?: haven’t got a broken heart yet.. never fell in love before
To disappoint you?: Deena
To ask you out?: Zack
To make you cry?: the fucking judge
To brighten up your day?: Jimmy
You saw a movie with?: jimmy, carol-ann
You talked to on the phone?: John
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: john, cj

Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: where?
What are you wearing right now?: famous shirt, pants, etnies
Body part you're touching right now: im not..im typing on the keyboard
What are you worried about right now?: not seeing jimmy for awhile
What book are you reading?: none.. I don’t know how to read
What's on your mousepad?: I dunno… sum gay shit
Are you bored?: a little
Are you tired?: not really
Are you talking to anyone online?: yea
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: naw
Are you lonely or content?: content
 you listening to music?: yea

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well the thing is.... is that im seriosuly in love with him.aint that special? aint that really fucked up? i love him.. but dont thnk he loves me.... awww.. shyt happens

 



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